What Made Maddy Run: The Secret Struggles and Tragic Death of an All-American Teen

Madison returns to campus determined to shift her mindset. She believes that quitting track will change everything, and she writes an inspirational note to herself, “SETBACKS ARE NEEDED TO GET STRONGER” (190). Alone in her dorm room, Madison writes a letter to Dolan explaining her unhappiness and her desire to quit. While she is convinced quitting is the right choice, she obsessively rewrites the letter to make sure she conveys how much consideration she has given this decision. She writes, “running over the past couple months has taken a huge toll on me mentally, emotionally, and physically” (191). She feels a renewed sense of hope while waiting for the meeting and continues to refine the letter.

On Monday morning, Stacy and Mackenzie drive into Philadelphia to provide moral support for Madison’s meeting that day. The three of them visit the grocery store and stock up on healthy snacks. Madison is full of energy and hopeful about the meeting. Stacy accompanies Madison into the meeting with Coach Dolan. Dolan reassures Madison that she has made a successful transition into being a student athlete. Madison reads her letter out loud. Dolan suggests that a compromise can be found. He suggests a new coach, moving dorm rooms, or taking a break from her training.