Black Girls Must Die Exhausted: A Novel

Tabby reflects on Alexis and Rob’s relationship as she drives to Crestmire. She remembers the many betrayals that Alexis endured when she and Rob were teenagers. On one occasion, Rob even infected Alexis with pubic lice. Now, Tabby predicts that Alexis will forgive Rob as she has always done. Suddenly, Tabby realizes that she is motivated by guilt to visit Granny Tab every Saturday. She feels ashamed of herself for not fully supporting Granny Tab as she experiences medical complications. Tabby wishes that her grandmother could live with her instead of at the somewhat restrictive assisted living facility. She also feels guilty for not reconciling with her father so that Granny Tab can see all of her grandchildren in one place. When Tabby visits this time, Granny Tab fails to stand to greet her, explaining that Crestmire’s doctor is concerned by the swelling in her feet. (Granny Tab was recently diagnosed with congestive heart failure.) Ms. Gretchen sits loyally by Granny Tab’s side, and their friendship reminds Tabby of the dynamic between her and Alexis.

Tabby hides her worries about Granny Tab as she shares the news about her date with